Merry Christmas to all!!! I will be a guest on a TV soap opera in the fall. My publicist is working on it. Its my mom's favorite show. Some of the gifts I ordered came yesterday. I had supper out with a television reporter. He is soooo nice. He has taken me out to eat several times now- and the nice thing- he pays for it. I did offer though. I am so glad that Tara Conner got to keep her crown. I travel alot and know how lonely it is. It must be hard going from Kentucky to live in the Big Apple. I have to admit that I did drink when I was younger too- I actually would sneak and drink with friends. I don't drink anymore- alcohol makes me very sick for some reason. The bottom line, we all make mistakes and it is when our fans are our biggest supporters that we can heal and make a better live for ourselves.